Oh, the beautifully vibrant work of Vancouver based painter Zoe Pawlak… who happens to be beautifully vibrant herself! She’s an amazing painter, {with a fabulous out-of-home studio!} and the mom of two very cool little kids {Cienna and Cael}
JC: Hi Zoe! So, your kids are still quite little, yet you find time to be a full time artist… um, how do you do that?!
My husband went on paternity with our second child who is now 4. He has worked a couple summers as a bartender and otherwise has been the primary caregiver.
JC: Ah-ha! That’ll do it! So, what do your daughter (6) and son (4) think about you “being an artist”?
They think it’s great. It’s afforded them a really diverse and interesting life. I like gearing which paintings they like and don’t like. They also get to come to my studio the odd time, which I can imagine is quite fun as a child.
JC: Do you ever feel “mom guilt” when you’re in the studio?
Yes. You cannot be two places at once and I am definitely learning how to use my intuition and get better at scheduling. I also travel and do public speaking, so we miss each other lots. I am trying to be home more these days, unless it’s absolutely necessary.
JC: Is your work different now, than before your children were born? If so, did he they any influence over that?
One influence has been that I have to support them (financially). The work has, at times, been more commercial than I would like. My paintings are less melancholy, introspective and self-centered.
JC: Do you see your life as an artist, and your life as a mother as two separate things… or do they go hand in hand?
They are very separate. Though with my kids, and in life, I philosophically believe in centering your life around creativity and passion. I will not deviate from this and my kids learn this by how I live.
Thanks so much, Zoe! xo